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will i ever found my love again? geee. idk what had got into me, AGAIN! keepin with this love. aeh. idk. it just so strange. i do love him, but at the same time, i want that BOY. but that boy, it easy to predict. for me. cause i know him 4 a while. n he only sweetalk. n then u do what u want as long his urs. but after what u done to him. u knw what his result? do nothing. pretty much i shoud realise he just fooling. taking advantage of me.

maybe because nobody what he did, im always there for him, n love him only. But what about my BF? personelly, im confuse. idk whom i love, whom i want. p 1 thing 4 sure, why that boy keepin makin me love him? he search 4 me, when they nobody love him, want him, care bout him. but am i such an idiot? because totally ignoring all this? deep down im hurt. why cant u appreciate n see the things im doing for u. ?it ok if u hurt me. cause u will get hurt. sooner is better. but mostly, u wont find ur true <3

oh Crap. idk what to do now. im totally. urh! LOVESTRUCK. is that 4 sure? haeh. it all just had to come to him. it his decision. if he ever want to be with me, he should tell me soon. if not, there wont be any GIRL that willing to do anythings for him.